The day never comes…
I know i’ve made so many deals wit Him that i’ll quit but i never do it. i certainly not gonna come out wit those excuses which are so lamed. the only thing i can say is that i still dun wanna change.
There are so many things that i can give up but i couldn’t do it for this. good frens gave alot of advice about it and yet i told them, it needs time. wonder how much time i need. months? years? or will it be the day i’m in the grave then it’s the Time?!
You know, it’s not much about how other ppl look at me cos i dun care. but i just wanna do it right for my own good. i think it all comes down to the ‘faith’. it s how much faith i have in Him that He’ll change me and i’m willing to do so as well.
Maybe i’ll have to pull my socks up soon. when? it’s not about when now but it’s about whether i wanna do it or not. Heavenly father, give me the strength to terminate my bad habit and to increase my faith in You. Amen.
cheers…
